time to blog!


today is tuesday night, night of nothing, same as every other day when i do NOTHING. what should i say in today's post? I've been thinking and re-reading my posts and yeh i've realized that most of my posts are just about me whinning and crying (not literally) about something that I could easily overcome. This shows how weird i am and how i dont have any interesting things to write about.

tonight i am here to criticize myself because it amuses me in a way. if there is anyone out there who would like to say anything about me please post it in the TAG THIS section of this blog. write whatever you want because it might sound funny and make me want to go after you to stab your foot!...HA...and then see who's laughing now!...

anyways, school is still very BORING, however, i am still hangin on because there's nothing else for me to do. This week is still a CAT 6 testing week for the underclassmen and us seniors are still doing nothing. i havent started on finishing my portfolio and HAHA! i still dont have anything for my presentation. is there anyone who is willing to let me borrow their DIGI CAM?? let me know because i need it. i wanna take pictures of my ingredients in cooking the bestest garlic and brocolli pasta. yeh thats it, i'm cooking pasta for senior exhibition, of course i'll give some samples to them judges because all they want is food and they'll give me a perfect score. that's my plan and i know it'll work out pretty good.

i'm pretty smart arent i?..haha yeh i knew you were thinking of that. i am smart....hahahahaha..and so that concludes my presentation..errrr my blog for the day..i'll post some more soon when something "EXCITING" happens, something like a "BONFIRE" wink* wink*, or a day in "BOOMERS" ahem*...are you reading this allen..ahem timmy..alex..so how about it..my birthday is coming up..any plans???..haha..i aint askin for much but yeh its coming up so yeh..thats all...later folks..


-ivan =T

the mood is GRrrrrrreat!

Currently watching "smallville" omg lana you are hot!

you are listenin to Cute Without The 'E' (Cut From The Team) by TAKING BACK SUNDAY
come sing along OKeY! =9


Your lipstick, his collar.. don't bother Angel
I know exactly what goes on


When everything you'll get is
everything that you've wanted, princess
(well which would you prefer)
My finger on the trigger, or
(me face down, down across your floor)
Me face down, down across your floor
(me face down, down across your floor)
Well just so long as this thing's loaded


And will you tell all your friends
you've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinkin,
this all was only wishful thinkin
And will you tell all your friends
you've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinkin,
this all was only wishful thinkin
let's go...


Don't bother trying to explain Angel
I know exactly what goes on when you're on and
How about I'm outside of your window
(how about I'm outside of your window)
Watchin him keep the details covered
You're such a sucker (you're such a sucker)
for a sweet talker, yeah


And will you tell all your friends
you've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinkin,
this all was only wishful thinkin
(the only thing that I regret is that I, I never let you hold me back)
And will you tell all your friends
you've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinkin,
this all was only wishful thinkin


Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I wil never ask if you don't ever tell me
I know you well enough to know you never loved me
Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me
I know you well enough to know you never loved me
Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me
I know you well enough to know...


Why can't I feel anything
from anyone other than you?
Why can't I feel anything
from anyone other than you?


And all of this was all your fault
And all of this


(I stay jealous)
I stay wrecked and jealous for this,
for this simple reason
I just need to keep you in mind
as something larger than life
(she'll destroy us all before she's through
and find a way to blame somebody else)
I stay wrecked and jealous for this,
for this simple reason
I just need to keep you in mind
as something larger than life
(she'll destroy us all before she's through
and find a way to blame somebody else)
I stay wrecked and jealous for this,
for this simple reason
I just need to keep you in mind
as something larger than life!

listen to me now
let me tell you
how much i hate you
and how much
i despise you
but do you know
who you are


this is just my thoughts
and it's just my words
and they all may seem
nothing but absurd
but you may also think
that i do hate you
but is it you? (or your face!)


haha...i dont know what this one was but yeh i wrote it for my spies out there lol. writing stuff that makes sense is so blah (-_-) zzzZZzZ.

-vain-ivan-naiv =9

currently listenin to "the blue channel" by TBS

soniti asparaS (12:31:57 AM): dammit ivan
soniti asparaS (12:32:01 AM): why do you have to be so damn cynical
akosiivan (12:32:09 AM): and that means?
akosiivan (12:32:10 AM): lol
soniti asparaS (12:32:18 AM): nothing
soniti asparaS (12:32:19 AM): lol
akosiivan (12:32:44 AM): Definitions of cynical:
adjective: believing the worst of human nature and motives; having a sneering disbelief in selflessness of others
akosiivan (12:33:29 AM): that's me i guess

(i'm writing in paragraphs for my cuzzin')
Another Fun Day In MiraFreaquinMEsa Highschool

Today was great, the fact that I hate school made me realize how retarded our school system is. Today was a CAT6 testing day for the non-senior students and while they were taking their tests, us seniors were suppose to enjoy a class with a random teacher who would introduce us to the senior exhibition world. I enjoyed a couple of hours in Mrs. Hick's class in b-42. She is such a ONE-ToneD teacher that would bore you to death, but oh well, i hanged on and survived. After wasting my valuable time (even though i slept half the time) learning about "The Senior Exhibition", a presentation which would help you with your future career (BULLSHIT), we (the class) made our way to the gym to have a speaker (a SDPD detective) teach us something about drinking and driving. It was such an informative presentation, the way he told us his stories about seing people who died of drunk driving makes me want to not drive at all. It makes me wonder how people like him can endure such scenes.

Moving on with a different topic, I haven't finished my portfolio yet and i'm wondering, who wants to sign my community service hours? So far i have about 30 hours of intense, hardworking, free labor, lol, and yeh i need 75hrs by next month. I think that this portfolio is nonsensical and we should make a club called "PAP, people against portfolios". Our school sucks so much ass yet nobody cares because school is school, a place for social happiness, procrastination, ups & downs, memorable experiences and more.

And So, i'm out of words, its funny how my paragraphs jumps from one topic to another but hey, i tried... next time i blog, no more paragraphs..lol..it sounds like i'm trying to sound smart by using them big words and so yeh what do you think??..does it make me sound like a genius or not..leave your comments in my taggy thingy so that i can see how stupid today's post is.....and thats about it, time for me to hit the sack...later peepol...

-vain?
-ivan =T, the mood is great

currently listening to "the sound of my computer"

dude..its monday night and yeh bummed out once again...senioritis kicking in...school is so depressing and uhmm yeh boring ...all this drama and BuLLfeces...and so yeh i have to unleash the monkey up in this bioTCh....allen wants me to let lose and redeem my inner side..and so yeh here it is...DID YOU kno that i (ivan) hates NO ONE....let me repeat that in computer language..." i H8 no 1"..you wanna know who i like...this one girl...(name not mentioned due to its secrecy) but then HA i failed and now blah..and so yeh anyways cat6 testing this week...i know that everyone would be ditching school and what not..but me..i guess i'll just go to school...ya kno..to achieve my "PERFECT CLASS ATTENDANCE AWARD"..and so yeh haha..i'm a LOOSAR...and so anyways..who is the weakest link in our group?? is it me?? am i spilling all the beans?? hmmm..ask me and i'll tell you just for a small fee of 20$..i wanna watch a movie this friday with the hippest Krew in town..i call it (Joe allen Cruz's Krew)..he's the Krew president ya see and he likes to lead us and organize our expeditions...and yeh what else to write about..so yeh prom..haha..i might or might not go..but i'm leaning more towards not going since Mike wants me to chill with him in san francisco and waste all his savings..wooohooo..that would be cool but then hmm..senior prom experience??? i still need a date..or i'll go solo with my other friends (parker, jason, kevin (psst...they're white))..we planned to wear a wizard costume and zap everyone at the dance with our voodoo skillzz and have a shindig/afterparty in EL COTIXAN...haha..how much fun would that be??...you tell me...yes you..the one reading this..i hope yer satisfied..i'm miserable..and you're not..and now i must expire to my room and "drown in music =$"

yer blogganeer
-ivan the mood is whack! =$

i am listening to "in this diary" by The Ataris

(thursday, the day after six flags)...SIX FLAGS OWNS YOU...yesterday was one of the highlights of the year...our six flags trip. i think i rode on ten rides and yeh it was kick ass...oh and did i tell you about me conquering goliath..DUDE i KiCked Goliath's ass..together with me, mike, david, leo, exxon, and justin...that was the last ride we rode on and yeh everyone else missed out...and oh yeh i had this kick ass picture from viper and for some reason, i knew where the camera was on the ride, and i was like facing it with a huge ass smile and my throwing up gang signs...well you can call 'em gang signs even though it was like a peace sign and a pointing finger...i'll try to post it up and show everyone my krayzie pix. Anyways i kicked Deja Vu's ass TWO TIMES HOMEEE!!!..wooohooo...and then cyclone, riddler's revenge, this one boat ride, X the ride (5 fucken hours of good old waiting time OMG how fun..BLAH!!), then we rode on viper, batman, scream, and finally GOLiAth... it sure was a fun day, too bad allan alamalazalan didnt ride goliath with me..what a WUSS..maybe you were smooching with that old lady with a red teddy bear..lol j/k brahh..and yer lucky u survived a day in six flags with me..HA! i'm crazy, can't you tell...i was like no holds bar for every ride that i went on... and yeh i wanted to ride all of them twice..but hey, no time..but good thing we made it on 3 rides on our last hour there lol..all those running and rushing and cutting lines..how fun...anyways the trip from here to there and then back here to MAnilA mesa was fun also..all those hate stories..lol J/k ....alex was falling asleep while driving and so yeh i talked to him and kept him awake...allan had the most sleep..20 minutes after leaving the park, he was already KO...and then david drove right behind us..with his freaquin high beams on..trying to blind us lol..and so yeh when we got here, we went to jack in a box and had a take out and we ate it at allan's house and we stayed there until about 3:40 am or something and yeh it was fun...talking about commercials, hate stories(lol...all this hate has to stop) and what not..and so yeh i got home around 4am and then i couldnt go to sleep until about 5 and yeh that was it... a day in six flags was a day of fun in hell..lol..later amigos thats all for today...

i am listening to The Used - "Bullimic"
"goodbye to you, goodbye to you, you're taking up my time" ...allan knows this song ..sing it with me brahh..lol

-ivan =T

hey brahhhs...

this is just great....lost a date found a date lost another date and looking for another...hmmm....if you have no clue what its all about..then its all about PROM..anyways i'm once again looking and yeh i was pretty bummed out, but hey i gotta move on..and so if you have any suggestions then let me know coz its kinda hard for me to find the right one....hmm.. I feel like drownin in music, i preffer some EMO music and yeh cry myself to sleep..haha..sounds weird doesnt it..EMO my Ass oFF...just like what emberlin did at that talent show ... AnywaYs..six flags is coming up..uhmm.....TOMOROW woohooooo...watch out goliath, i'm gonna conquer you and your buddies...i wanna see how allan alamalazalan would look like after riding the goliath...i bet he'd look like a drunk guy on crack..or something like that..lol..josh cant wait to see that too..and yeh i hope it all works out..no rain please...dear god almighty we pray for sun..sunshine and clouds..but no rain..none at all..coz that would be such a bummer...and so yeh thats all for today..where's joe at?..i need to buy my snacks for that sixxxx flaggging trip...woohoo..backseat ryder for me..alex chang sez "Xander Chang (2:44:22 PM): you don't get a window seat tomarro"...whack... and so yeh 6 am is when it all begin..i'll see you guys there...later fellaz and breeezies...i'm out!...

i'm listenin to THE JULIANA THEORY - "is patience still waiting?"

- ivan =* I

hi blogamaniacs

today was really awesome..i gots to hang out with my coolest frizzends...allan allen maiko justin yau ryan and sandy and (*ahem) Alex Chizzichang<<< coolest brahh alive.... we watched the movie anger management and that guy that jack nicolson playd is the type of guy who would get under your nerves, you know ..the annoying sunnavabeeech type, and yeh everytime he does something i was like "are you serious" (copyrighted by theresa andres)...and yeh the movie was pretty good..after the movie, we went to uhmm rubio's and yeh we got some food, but i preferred jamba juice...ahhhh...mango-a-gogo....fruity delight....and so yeh ryan and sandy showed up, i guess ryan felt left out coz yeh kno we forget to call him and say "movies?"..and yeh we went to maiko's and yeh all of us went in maiko's room and yeh i was like "whoa crowded, are you serious(quote from thoughts)" and then yeh we watched some tv, flipped through some of maiko's anime sketches books and then yeh we left, and uhmm blockbuster,, i rented the movie ONE HOUR PHOTO and we watchd it at my pad and then yeh freaky movie..about stalking...and pictures and yeh guy obsessed like wizzzzo..and then yeh after that, they (friends) left and then i went online to read email and then i got the weirdest email about someone who saw my public profile and emailed me saying that ".look Ive been wanting to apologize to you for a very long
time.....blah blah blah....." and yeh he or she says that we had oral sex...and i'm like "are you serious(copyrighted by theresa andres)"and then i replied with "sorry wrong guy (x 100)" and so yeh that was my day...pretty exciting eyyyy...haha...thats all for now..later gangstars gots to go rollout on da bed...ya kno..ta sleep...like normal people does...like omg its 1:24am...are you serious....thats all fizzolks...shhhmurrdahhh...pizzoutrozzzz

-ivan =9

welcome to my blog, today i lost my subrofile once again and yeh thats like whoa FUCKIN SHIT..anyways i saw this blog thingy from allan alamalazalan..he's so cool..too bad he's not japanese, anyways thanks allan for inspiring me to blog myself into the blog society of blogmaniacs...well what can i say hmmm..this is such a great day. why? because i had a test in prosser (aka..asshole), and i know that i freakin aced that shit sucka...and yeh i wrote this 2 person poem for english..its suppose to be a team work type of deal but hey i wrote it myself and yeh proud once again, anyways me and my partner Sam Burchard (cool chick) blew everyone's mind off coz of our poetic skiLLz and yeh it was a mad blast yo..fo sheezy ...good god almighty thanks for giving me this super smart brain, its still in mint condition and yeh hmmmm....what else..oh yeh "SHE SAID YES...BUt" and i was like YEY but then there's a BUT so yeh thats a HMMM for now...joe and allen knows what i'm sayin...and so yeh thats about it for now..wow this blog experience ROCKS..ehRrrr BLOWssss.... and yeh i'm outroz..pizzouT brahhs

-ivan =9