wow...i'm online in FRISCO, and yeh haha i feel great..but depressed..but still great...HAH!!..my dorm manager is really nice, he's letting me go online and yeh i've been online since for an hour and a half...yeh..anyways..i have a lot of stuff to write..but yeh i cant write it YET...but tomorow maybe...yeh..haha..i love you guys...for everything..and yeh..mishy..dont worry about me ok..hehe i'm all GOoOD..just thinkin of u makes me happy..and yeh I LOVE YOU!!!!...well..thats all for now..blog ya later!

ok..blogging..at 5am..hmm..my last day..i'm making sure that i'll be able to not waste any second of it so i'm still awake..haha!..krayzie aint it..yup..i'm krayzee..haha..oh btw..make sure to drop by if you want..at any time u can..coz yeh holler at me..its my last day..haha..yeh..the last..=/ makes me sad..but yeh COOKING SCHOOL here i come.. WOOT WOOT ..haha.. yeh.. hmm...anyways..i think i'm ready to leave..but yeh i'm gona miss MISH..and everyone else..JOE, MAIKO, CATHY, BEANGEL, SANDY, GNET, JUSTIN, ALLAN, ALEX, TIM, RYAN, DAVID, LEO, ERIC, EJ, JOSH, ED, NEIL, EXXON, and whoever i forget...i'll miss you all..omg..saying goodbyes are tough but i gots to do what i gots to do so wish me luck in the future..and oh yeh i owe you all alot of stuff..so someday i'll cook for you all..a big buffet for everyone..nahhmeen..yeh thats about it for now..i'll probably add some more later..before i leave..and yeh...blah..thats all folks...

and oh yeh for my special girl MISHY!!...i love you SOOoOOooOo mUCh..DONT FORGET ME!! okEY..hope u'll get along with yer mom and yeh have lots of good times with THE FAMILY aka OUR KREW!!..i'll see u and them soon when i get back or somethin..yeh..yeh..thats all for now..love ya muchos..

so yeh..its thursday 2am..grr..i have 2 days left and off i go to frisco..well..i hope it'll be great and yeh all those good times we had will always be remembered...and yeh hmm..i cant think right now..so yeh i'll blog some more when i wake up around 12pm..lol..yeh blah later fellaz! Q(0_0Q) wanna box..huh..huh!!!!

ok its almost time for me to sleep but hey i have to blog so haha..yeh today, i started packing since my mother dearest told me so and yeh my mishy came over in the afternoon and she took me to cold stone and got some strawbery cheesecake for me and chocolatechip dough icecream for her..we ate and yeh it was pretty good, i loved it..after that, we went back home and played video games...and then hmm..to be continued....

hmm..six flags..let me re-think what i wrote last night, well yeh its a long story but i'll try to make it short..or yeh hmm..well..it started of like this:

"Six Flags, june 22, 2003" once again..it was fun..like before, but this time it was more for me..coz i had my babygirl MishY..by my side, and i just couldnt let go..our attachment were increasing and yeh my love for her just went over the roof!!!..so yeh I LOVE YOU MISH!!!..hehe..well..the whole six flags thing started around 4am when i woke up..i got ready, took a bath, fixed my hair and worn my attire that i planned since the week before...around 5:40am Justin picked me up together with BEANGEL...;D ;D..and we went straight to Justin's house..at his house, i helped his mom prepare breakfast and everyone got there by 7am...our group was smaller this time but we had new additions, Cathy, Danh, Matt, Jenny, and Marc, together with people from our first six flags trip Joe & Maiko, Justin & Beangel, Mish & I, Ryan, David, Mike, Allen, and Exxon. we headed to six flags around 7:30, i rode with Mish and Cathy in Danh's car. it was fun..sitting beside Mish was great...and yeh Cathy is such a cool chick..she keeps on taking mish from me..lol..but guess what SHE'S MINE!!!!...hehe..sorry but no more skank for u =P..but yeh anyways..after 2 hours of danh's crazy driving skills, we arrived at six flags..and i was like "whoa..there's alot of mexicans"..HAHA!!!..we waited there till everyone came and yeh the gates openned and we were still missing Marc and Matt..but we did get in around 10:30..first ride we went to was "X"waiting for 2 hours was ok..coz yeh i was with mISH!!!..hehe..and yeh i rode with her..and then uhmm..after x we went to the log ride where i sat in front of mish and got soaked in water...after that i think we went on BATMAN and then we ate, and uhmm..we went to the water ride RAGING RAPIDS, and then we went to SCREAM, and uhmm yeh got our sweater, and then mIShy had to leave and i was like =( but she made me stay..but still i missed her. so yeh after she left, we went to goliath. me, mike, cathy, beangel, justin, david, and eric....the rest of the crew stayd and chilled by the stores near the exit of the park..we met up afterwards and headed home..on our trip home, i rode with joe, maiko, mike and allan, and yeh it was pretty cramped..my leg room was occupied by mike and yeh riding in a 4 seater car with 5 people doesnt really work..lol..but yeh i survived, cramped on the side, enduring all the pain, and yeh we arrived at dennys mira mesa at around 2:30am and yeh we ate..haha..good times..i was out of my mind, thinkin of food and mish is just krayzie..but yeh everyone was delirious..haha..and then uhmm yeh that was it..after that we all went home around 3am or so and then that was the day..one of they best and unforgetable day of my life..omg..mish thanks for being there by me the whole day..yer the best..luv ya!!!!..hehe..and that was all..blah. the end!!!..finally.i'm done!!

ok..i accidentally closed the window..and basically lost a 2 hours worth of blog..DAMN SHIT ASS MOTHERFUCKER!!!!..stupid ass BLOG..fUCK YOU AND DIE!!!!!!!

i'll blog later..i cant think..but yeh..SIX FLAGS was FUNNN..once agen..WOOHOoOHOooOHOoHOHohoHOOOHohoHoHO..blah..!

six flags is tomorow...agen...wooohooo..cant wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok..its saturday, it was friday and yeh HAH! i didnt get to blog..harrr..anyways yesterday was great, i get to shop around Fashion with my MISHy!..(notice how i wrote "my", HA! you kno what i mean ;D ;D)..anyways we went around fashion and bought some hats and some disney car antenna balls, and yeh got myself some new KICKz..aka SHOES..and a shirt to match it..woohoo..a new white shoe for me and a white shirt, and a chick =P, harr..my very first..omg..ME SO HAPPY!. harr..anyways before that, we met up with joe and maiko at the mall. i saw them by the escalator and yeh mish was about to call 'em on her celly but yeh i shouted out their name and blahbam they saw us..harr..and yeh HA! maiko and her looks..yeh..while i had my arm around mishy she had the looks..haha..it was funny..and yeh we had this "Secret Plan" which never happend coz yeh i forgot what i was suppose to do but yeh blah..it happend MAIKO..but w/out the plan..I ASKED HER OUT!..woohOOOo..and she said YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..and i was like YAY!!!!! (with a huge smile), and then yeh woohoo..she's my girlfriend!!!!..gosh this is so damn great..i'm like WHOA she's my first..oh yeh i wrote this before but yeh HA!..she is my first....and yeh i feel great!!!!!..

anyways..harrrr..its saturday now and yeh yesterday i slept around 8pm and yeh this mornin i woke up around 7:30am..its like whoa..thats the longest sleep that i've ever had!!! i was planning to do stuff last night, like call people for the SIX FLAGS thing, and then go online and chat to my mishy or call her but yeh haha that didnt happen. sorry pplSssS... and yeh today i went to the base with joe justin and allan to buy the six flags tickets and yeh i bought some snacks for tomorow..and then uhmm..oh yeh..we saw a MISH look alike..well.. she looks like her..in a way and i was like "that's her sister" even tho i dont kno if she has one..lol..thats sad..i should kno more about her!..yeh..and thats what i'll do.. =D..harr..and then yeh hmm..i'm home now..joe and allan are here..and timmy is coming over..harr remember this tim "make your move ;D;D (cell text)" ..hahahaha..funny eyy..yeh..thats about it..hmm i'm out of words..and yeh SANDY IS COOL!

well..hello there handsome/gorgeous (either one)..how's it goin..well..me..i'm all good, yeh i gots the craving for cheRRies wink* wink*..you know who you are = P!..and yeh my day was great, i get to hang out with justin and roam around san diego.. oh yeh Ed left for IOWA, darn we'll surely miss you cousin!..we went with him to the bus station in downtown, me, justin, marc, matt, danh, and my cousins who were goin with ed. GOSH..these goodbyes just sucks ass doesnt it, and then yeh blah i'm next..its coming up next friday..then i'm gone..geesh..too much things to do in so little time but yeh i'll be able to accomplish it..i promise..first thing's first, my surprise for mish, oh yeh why am i talkin about that herre..hmm..blah..haha..(change of subject), so yeh i had a dream.


well..it started off with this one cute girl watching the sunset and then she was kinda sad and then yeh i was walkin towards a boat then i saw the girl. i figured that she needed someone to lean on or talk to, and yeh i was willing to do that for her. and so i went close and then right when i was about to talk to this gorgeous lookin chick, i trip'd and fell then i woke up from my dream..YUP that was that..haha..sucks..i tried to sleep again but i failed..DARNIT!..i wanted to cheRRiesH the moment = P..harr harrr harr..yeh anyways..hmm...


so yeh..the list is in, there's about 23 people goin to six flags, 15 people confirmed, 4 people paid...hmm so whats the problem with that list??>.well..WHERE"S THE MONEY PEOPLE!!!!!! geeeesh!.... !!!!!!SHOW ME THE MONEY!!!!!!


=my convo with mishY=

akosiivan: i just wanted to say that i like how i feel when i'm around you:-P
akosiivan: and i love you sooooooOoo mUChhh you dont even kno
akosiivan: its not like (_=D_) this much
yo yo iSH MiSH: aWw thats sOo sweet
akosiivan: its more like
(_________________=D__________________) this
akosiivan: and more
yO yO iSh MiSh: hahah lol
akosiivan: haha
yO yO iSh MiSh: u have big arms!!

its thursday mornin, haha..i'm still awake!!!..harrr, i'm sleeping over at justin's and yeh just got back from BOBA with some people, "justin, marc, marc's cuzin, matt, robert, phat, beangel, stan, and orlando" and yeh what happend today???..

well.. today was such a nice day but yeh it sucked, people stole our fire pit, o btw, we were at la jolla, it was beangel's birthday, we were having a good time until some morons/mormons (according to Neil) came and told us that the fire pit was theirs, and so yeh it was chaos. matt talked to the life guard but it ended up with us sharing the firepit with them people...so yeh beangel was pissed off and yeh it was kinda sad. so we decided to have the bonfire tomorow/ today, and yeh we had a lil party at matt's house. it was fun, there were losta people and yeh i was with mishy. and then uhmm...we started a lil fire on the backyard and had a lil bonfire with people surrounding it like bums. lol..it was funny..and then out of nowhere, neil stepped on a fire wood and yeh there was a nail on it so yeh he was injured, he burned his fingers too..poor guy, so yeh people told him to use toothpaste coz toothpaste cures all burns..and yeh haha..it was funny, he was all licking it too..yeh neil is a funny guy, sucks for him though...if yer hurtin still..go visit yer doctor so you'll get cured and get an ass tetanous shot..ha!..anyways mish had to go around 10:30 or so and yeh i stayed behind. joe and maiko came and most of the people left. we just chilled in front of matt's pad and then we decided to go to boba and yeh good times..and then yeh we got home and blah that was it..where's my mishy??..i miss you!!!!!...

harr..good times rocks!!!!...

think of our graduation picture, i cant post it but yeh here's the link Click on this and look for the graduation group picture

Good Times

Goodtimes goodtimes goodtimes
Memories are fun but that's all they are
you get some happiness
but you won't get far

good times like this
excitement and bliss
my past w/ my homees
will never be missed

this year has been fun
when it all began
when i changed my identity
and my old ways are gone

i left the whack group
and i joined the cool one
and i felt i belong
coz all of the fun

that day was our last
and we all chose our path
and now i wonder
would we ever cross paths?

THE END

maiko is a goosh and i cheRRiesh miSh!

well, its sunday, my graduation party with josh and ed was a blast!!!!! Many ASIAN people came and 3 white guys came unsuspectedly, actually i invited one of them. PARKER! that cool mo fo!. harrrr. anyways it was fun. i fed them all except parker who was vegetarian. sorry dude but i forget. anyways, i tried to contact gnet but she wasnt home. darn. oh well. we had so much food but almost everyone came from a party or came from a food place coz its father's day happy father's day to all who are fathers in my group.. ;D ;D ;D.. you kno who you arrrr...EYYyYYY~!!!!.

anyways, the party started around 3 after my mom made me call papa john's for pizza..for some reason, no one else in this house likes talkin to any pizza guy or delivery dude on a phone, i dont know but i think they dont know how to talk on the phone, they gots no people skills..haha..and that sucks for them..coz talkin is cool!~. anyways joe, maiko, nam, mish, ryan, jeanine, tim, allen, matt, parker, tomy, emberlin, and uhmm some other people went, but yeh raffy..where were you dude? and mike and alex??? dude..you guys couldnt come. o well. six flags is coming up and you better be therrr. anyways, i had alot of food and yeh my tita was givin them away, and yeh she was making mish take alot of food and yeh i had to stop her coz yeh she was practially giving mish a grip load of food. haha..that was a scary moment for mishy and yeh i was therr to save her. Woopah.!. moving on..i showed them my ddr routine, and yeh i got tired.lol.

after the party, we went to to sophie's bonfire, i met some new people and some junior chicks that i know. i was like "WHOA I KNOW YOU", and then yeh they were like "its ivan". and then yeh i gots some digits..yehhnoe phone numbers..hA..holler back young'ns..woot woot. anyways i got to talk to kristine and yeh she's a pretty CHILL chick, the fire was gettin weak and then yeh well we stayed there until about 12:30 and headed back home. and then yeh i talked online to mishy, maiko, jeanine, and yeh haha i'm an onliner freak..lol..ha i admit it..sorry but yeh i just like talkin..harrrrr..and then yeh that was the day..harr..and now i'm still typing and i just finished chatting with mishy and then yeh i left a message to maiko..and whoever leaves their AIM on..hmm..i wonder if they even read it when they wake up..hmm..yeh..ok..time to cut this crap..i'm done ...later peeps..ivan's signin off!..

whoa there...graduation was fun..the speeches were alright and yeh TIM MinEZAKI is tight!!!..he didnt stand for the National Anthem..YEH!! you rock Timsta!. I was surprised on how i wasnt nervous at all, and i was actually looking forward for my name to be called. I wanted to do something special like show my krayzie smile to everyone but i didnt, i did smiled for the camera but that was about it. Many shouted for me and yeh thank you all for doing so.

after the graduation was one of the best moment in my life, i get to congratulate my fellow graduates and yeh some of my closest friends congratulated me. Special shout out to my girlie Gnet!!! She was very supportive and yeh ..omg You Looked GooD! =D..if yer reading this then yeh "Yer one of the sweetest girls i've ever met this year and i'll never EVER forget yOU! Luv You MuCHOS!!!"
I had the honor to take pictures with her and my other close friends. And finally, we had our FaMily group pictures, however, it sucked how we were only able to take pictures of the Guys in the group For some reason, the Girls werent a part of the group and i thought that was pretty messd up. Well, i think that on our six flags trip, we should have our real FAMILY group picture, and this one should be with EVERYONE! in it!.

We headed to justin's house where we had our Movie night. Justin's family is so nice that they even let us join their lil graduation party for Justin. After eating, i was very tired but yeh the movie thing started around 9:30pm. I enjoyed Mish's company while watching the movies. She was drawing on my arm and yeh i was keepin her awake, she smelled good =P, like cherries. I cherrished the moment till she left and with a big hug, that was it. The night was fun.. we watched the FAMILY GUY, Blade 2, The Emperor's Groove, More Family Guy. and others. Me and allan made a bet on who can stay up the most. i won and yeh he knows that ..haha!! i took a snapshot of his deep slumber. lol. and then Justin's mom made breakfast for us. Hey justin, tell your mom we (joshEdivan) said Thanks!.

oh yeh..i need sleep..haha..yeh so far i've slept for about 1 hour and then yeh i worked in our backyard. we demolished the SHeD and yeh it was pretty tiring. Anywaysi'll need long long hours of sleep. Oh BtW..i just got home from allan's house where he had his after graduation party..and yeh OMG..i freaken ate about 2 pounds of food...(i weighed myself =D)..haha..now i feel fat..once again..harrrrr..anyways yeh So i have a LIST now..harrr..."a list of girls that i suspect likes me", i'm not being conceited or anything but yeh my suspicions are just mere assumptions, and yeh..it may be true or not. Anyways, i gave the list to Alex Chang. Why?coz i trust him_harrrrr_so dont ask him nothing arright! or ask him and yeh if he gives in then just tell me what you think about the list..HA!!!!!!..

well then, i'm out of words and yeh sleepy..oh btw,,wanna join us tomorow at jamba juice?..just call me if you want and yeh we'll juice 'em up!..haha!..later people...much luv to all!...

..SchooL is oVERRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..

today was such a sad day..sayin good bye to my dear friends and all the hassle of leaving school. i'll miss this school and everyone in it. hopefully i'll get over it but yeh i'll never forget you people!..i wrote a poem about this and yeh i'll blog it for tomorow..i just cant think right now..i need sleep..later people..!

stop making me think that you like me, coz you make me feeeeeel CONCEITED!
phoooey!

ok..so apparently..someone likes me that i dont know of..sez my friend..and another chick told me that she likes me..and then..there's more chicks that i assume that likes me but...who are they??????...hmmm..i'm pretty much curious coz yeh tomorow's the last day of school for me..and yeh i juss wanna know so yeh ...haha..tell me who you are!..

school is almost over, 2 more days and blahhbam i'm out!

bands to look out for:

1. rooney
2. the rocket summer
3. the early november

hoyy...

it was friday and yeh how fun it was in school and after school. signin year books all day long have been time consuming yet very enjoyable, so far, i have probably written the same message to more than two people since i was being lazy and yeh i was running out of messages. well hopefully, i didnt write that way to ya'll speshul people! yehhknoee who you are =P...

anyways, afterschool at Colima's was great, we had lunch and i ate a hot jalapeno and yeh i liked it. justin threw up and yeh that sucked coz he wasted his money, and yeh he was kinda sick but he pulled through and enjoyed a round of KISSING DARE BOTTLE GAME thingy, and then afterwards we decided to watch Finding Nemo even though we didnt get any seats, it was fun still coz that movie rocks..i suggest that you watch it!...and so after the movie, we continued our way to my house where joe and the krew was playin video games, we played also and maiko and beangel ended up getting hella tired, maiko sounded sick too but she insisted and says "I'm ok"..and so while neil and justin playd racing in my room and joe and the others playd NBA street 2, i was watching the others race and yeh i was pretty much concerned of beangel (who was sleeping and she sounded very tired) and maiko (who was kinda sorta getting sick), and then yeh they all left around 12am or so and we've decided to have a bonfire tomorow night at la jolla shores, hopefully it wouldnt rain and hopefully this one is foreal.!..

well then thats about it for tonight, i'll be seing u peepol tomorow at the beach if it ever happens, have fun this weekend and yeh lets party!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..later amigos!..

-ivan =D

the mood ish gewd!..

now listenin to: jimmy eats world - "nightingale"

YAY!..i'm back in action..the internet died for a day and yeh i'm back...

well..what happend on prom day???..well here's my story of that day....

it all began around 3pm when i started to get ready with my tux and all...joe (aka big baller) picked me up together with his date Maiko. after taking my time..we left around 4pm and headed towards Erica's house. Once we got ther, raffy and hanh wer just about to leave and yeh they looked nice in their outfits. taking pictures at Erica's house was very time consuming..it took us about half an hour but we wer able to continue downtown.. my date was lookin pretty good too.. and i was glad that my vest matched her dress..and it was all good.

at downtown..we were one of the first people to take pictures..after taking pictures we headed to our dinner place at the "Napa Valley Grill" which was a walking distance from the hotel. walking through a crowded walk way towards our destination was very tiring and of course, many people were staring at our BLING BLINGIN' attires.

at dinner..we ordered our meals and by the way..there were about 14 of us who shared the bill. the whole dinner costs about $430, including tax and tip. we wer like "WHOA!" yet we were able to pay for everything..me and my date's meal was about $60 and it was worth it.

at the dance, we arrived around 8:15 or so, the dance had already begun, and i was ready for it all.. once we wer settled with a table close to the dance floor, i just couldnt wait to dance. i was one of the first who stood up and of course everyone followed.. i started busting out my black dancing skillz and yeh i guess people were blown away with such krayziness as mine. i was amazed on how them ladies danced..they were pretty good and some were just WHOA..hotness =D..hah!..well anyways everyone including mike, david, and joe, danced and they were also amazed with my skillz..i'm not braggin about my moves but yeh i was pretty much amazed of myself too. many people went, some looked good, some looked gorgeous, and some were just pimpin it with them blue or red tux. the songs played were alright..i was able to go with the flow and dance the night away. as 12pm came close, i was pretty sure that my date was hella exhausted. why?? coz i think i made her dance alot..hehe..since i couldnt stop myself. well yeh the last dance was pretty nice. i'm sure that that night will never be forgotten.!

at the afterparty, (what happend at the after party stays at the afterparty) so yeh hahaha..i wont say nothin 'bout that..except that people were drunk, and some crazy stuff involved chocolate syrup and sticks..hahaha..and yeh the party ended around 5 and i came home around 7am...and thats about it!

well..to finish up this story..the day is one of my most unforgetable experience in my whole high school life.. i never attended any dances and yeh i know i missd out alot...5/31 prom day "never forget"...thats all..later peeps..i'm out!...

-ivan =D

the mood is just supah greaaatttttttt!

now listenin to: all american rejects - "last song"