i got josh a gameboy sp with wario ware! oOOoOoOoOoOO! its bluE!!!! or cobalt blue..haha yeh.. bye

watta shEt! i have a project! aCh!!! louisiana food history: soul food! wanna help me out? gimme links on my tag board thingy..please..it'll really help!..thats all bye!

i have money!!! ca-ChING`~~~!$$$$$$!! its not much but hey you know what?!? iTS MONEY!!!! hoooplah!!! i cant use it til the end of the month though...blah..coz of my new CHECking accOUNT! haha i'm so proud..welcome to the adult world ivan! yay..finally i've grown up..to be EMO! hahah! yes ivan=workingsunnavagun=money=power=EMO! makes sense? or sence? haha i spell WroOnG!!! watevah! bye

back to frisco..work, school, boredome..i love it..HA! NO!!! but yeh only 7 months or LESS to go and i'm back or will i be back?? question of the day..!!

5pm i'm gone! boo..EMO! i'm gna miss you peepoLses again..hah! i'll be back in 5 or 7 months..i'm not really sure but yeh..i'll be back sooon..peace out fellaz and breeziEs..outrozz..much love to all who cares..

oh yeah btw..i leave tomorow..bye

yesterday i watched Peter Pan at fashion with jen thi, jackie, and justice. the movie was a lil kiddy but ok. compared to the other peter pan movies, this one actually followed the story and is way better. jackie got me a love crocodile from wendy's. she wanted to get me a love boat but couldnt so yeh hah! o well. she's funny!

family fun center with Jeffrey, Henry, and Alex... fun stuff.. i won the mini golf thingy! booyakaH emoJEff!!

emo and orange to the max! i'm lovin it!

come sunday, everything will be back the way it was...CraAPPP that is!!!

that was a pretty indirect message wasnt it?!?!? .. long live jesus!

where do i belong?!? i hate ME for being ME. all i do is nothing.. i wanna go back to frisco but when i'm there, i wanna go back here. shit stinks and my life does too. fuck everything. i dont care anymore. i want a new electric shaver, my old one is dying. i want a hair drier. i want a haircut. i want everything that i want so i can forget everything that i've done. i'll satisfy myself by buying all of my desires and once i'm done with that i'll create new problems to cover up the old ones. once everything is all the way i want it to be, i'll become a whole new person and change my name to Pat. once i'm Pat, i'll start a new lifestyle and move up north and meet canadians and ask why canadians are the joke of everything. and once everything is going smooth, i'll remember everything about the past and it'll once again ruin everything and i'll be able to do nothing and just give up and live up in the mountains eating wild berries and hunting fishes. and now i'm done..i think of such things because I AM IVAN. the dramatic bastard who thinks of himself highly according to some people....DOT DOT DOT the end. fuck the free world!

denny's costs alot. allan has a red gameboy sp! what a bastard! i want a gun so i can shoot myself and get rid of the other ivan! just like fight club..hmm..i'm not really gna shoot myself coz my life is precious and i have to see lana (kristin kreuk). she's cute and unatainable so blahblahblah. to think about it i dont really know which actress do i really really like. i only know kristin kreuk since i looked up her real name like a while ago. i dont really know the names of every actress/actor that i've watched in a movie or tv. i think i dont have a good memory about these things since i uhmm..dont really care about them people..like at all..i'm not a fan of anyone since being a fan just OWNS you. why am i writing this? u ask? i dont know.. fill up space..maybe..these types of things are the things that i usually ask myself. and so i figured, being an ivan = being a nobody.

"movies/stuff i've watched during this boring break so far:"
*Pirates of the Caribbean: The Curse of the Black Pearl
*The League of Extra Ordinary Gentlemen
*the italian job
*tomb raider 2
*battle royale I & II
*fight club
*bruce almighty
*Lord of the rings: the fellowship of the ring
*lord of the rings: the two towers
*xmen2
*The Last Samurai
*Family Guy
*Naruto Series (all 64 episodes, so far)
*Dumb and DUmberer

"stuff i've done so far:"
*sleep
*get sick(stupid weather and cold stuff i drank!)
*pretended i'm sick
*getting sick again(when karma strikes)
*call/text/instant message people and greet them MERRY CHRISTMAS or HAPPY NEW YEAR or just HAPPY HOLIDAYs
*eat
*cook(at josh's place, like everyday, unless i'm sick)
*hang out with ppl: josh, joe, maiko, mishelle, ryan, kathy, sandy, allan(like everyday, christmas eve/day, new years eve/day), alex, henry, tim, beangel, david, nguyen.(unless i'm sick agen)
*play video games: SSX3, need for speed:ungerground(unless i'm sleeping)
*drove around to: EB(4x's in a week!! rediculous), gamestop(twice), Bestbuy(4 times w/ josh, once with mish and ryan), Vons(twice), Blockbuster Videos(twice), UTC(once), Justin's house(twice with allan), Joe's house(once with joe, once with allan), Tim's house, Denny's(earlier..it was crap..i was sick), Subway (parker works there), Alejandro, Tim's house, Jack in a box, church, Vinhung, target, toys r us.

"planned stuff that didnt happen yet:"
*COOK OUT AT MAIKO'S
*go to the beach
*hangout with: jen thi, mike lay, hanh phung, phat nguyen
*go to disneyland with friends from CCA(since they're paying)
*have fun!?!
*burn stuff..(Cd's, not just stuff).

so much things went on so far and yeh i felt like writing 'em..blah..

i think i'm still sick from the other day..i need a cure!