i have a new roomate. his name is jeff, he's from New York, and he has an accent. he moved in this monday 20 minutes right after the dorm manager said "oh yeh you'll be having a roomate in a day or so". anyways he just started school and he's a pretty cool guy..until..dundundunnnn! monday night was party night..my friends decided to get "f*cked up" drinkin and gettin high..well..i was invited..haha..i drank..haha..and uhmm got drunk..haha...well thats not the point of this story..moving on.. i invited jeff.. well jeff told me that he hasnt done any drinkin nor smokin for about 6 weeks..and then when i brought him to the party..he got sooo high and drunk its rediculous..and so he smoke his ass off, with weed that is, so i watch, and he got wasted..and we (the peepol) laugh..he talked so much and he even said himself that he has no idea of what he's talkin about. and oh yeh this guy..he's crazy.. he pops sleeping pills to help him get high..hmm..dangerous stuff..after that party..he's been getting high before class and after class..then sleeping around 5am til whenever and school at 6pm. hmm what a waste of life...crazyness..oh yeh i got drunk or did i?!?..haha yes..thats all..NO DRINKY DRINKY PLEASE!

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today i was thinkin about my externship..and i had three chioces..hawaii, japan, or san diego..and this is my conclusion..
ahem....hawai sounds good..yet japanese girls are cute..but there's japanese chicks in hawaii..so its like whoa..2 things i like in one place..but then there's san diego..the place to be..a hot place with hot ladies..just like hawaii..so yeh..wow..i guess hawaii it is!!!

the feeling of blah-ishness overwhelms me today. its because that i am once again having my deep thoughts, deep enough to witness the darkness within me. For so long, i have endured all the nonsence and riduculousness in class, and today it bothered me. How people thought and acted when we were in class.. as long as i can remember, a class is suppose to work in unity yet mine doesnt know what unity means. i would stand up as THE leader but would anyone listen to me? gahh! fuck them!! i work alone! its my world and i must run it all by myself! HaH!!@@!!

its february! whats gonna happen this month?..NOTHING! ha! all i need is a nice glass of KILL ME NOW juice to boost up my spirit! haha its all a joke..relax! but yeh the purpose of this blog is NOTHING..haha..kinda pointless aint it..ok then just to let u know i'm still updating this shit..as you can see..haha..and then this is where i say..HAPPY VALENTINES and enjoy yer life! byE