the feeling of blah-ishness overwhelms me today. its because that i am once again having my deep thoughts, deep enough to witness the darkness within me. For so long, i have endured all the nonsence and riduculousness in class, and today it bothered me. How people thought and acted when we were in class.. as long as i can remember, a class is suppose to work in unity yet mine doesnt know what unity means. i would stand up as THE leader but would anyone listen to me? gahh! fuck them!! i work alone! its my world and i must run it all by myself! HaH!!@@!!