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so its time for somethin new. its been foroever but hey its like "wow. what should i write now." it doesnt make sense but i'm tryn to wriTe as UNDRUNKLEBLEY is i can now. its liz's 22nd birthayd and i just feel so much like me. i'm happy that she's there for me and all. but im' like crap...i mwna go home...and i bet like she wants to go home too.. i love her and i want her to do what she wants but right now..i 'm workin at freakin hwaii. i ts crap. i wna take her to san diego where everything is like wow. but then agian...its differen t..she's from nor cal..where i'm like..an alien?...maybe.. but then i wna feel like i' home...its been a while..and its like whoa..realiety chedck i'm freakin from san diego and i'm livin like i'm a hawaiian crap life which is like drink.......get drunk..and drink some more..and then sleep and eat and work and what not. anyways i jsut want it t obe the smae as before.....its like..im tired of it..but i know its crap..hopefully by tnext year i'll be back in ffrisco or diego..and i just want it to feel like how it was...fuNNNNNN..i love you all in san dieogo....i just wish i'm there....gettring drunkK is carappp!~P!P!P!PP!P! i wnannnaa go home....bye.