drive

at the age of 22, i imagine myself driving through the streets of san diego with a license that i would be proud of yet my motivation and willingness to drive seems so inadequate. i do drive though, but with a permit expiring soon enough. i know that my procrastination is affecting how i am now yet i still ignore the fact that it is just sad that i do not drive. i am well aware that once i drive, my miseries will be gone. "miseries, did i spell that right? look at me, i even forget whether a word is correctly spelled or not". looking online for cars that suits me, i finally found one that my obsession lusts upon. a volkswagen golf, sounds like a wimpy car does it not? as i gaze upon this car i wonder, why such a small car intrigues me. well i am not that large of a man but i picture myself with my small car together with my small earnings, driving in harmony. it just pleases me when i start with something small and once i am well off, move unto a better one. it is true that money is the major problem in this scenario. i am starting to save but it seems that my other desires comes first. it is funny how it has been 2 years since i got my first permit, in hawaii, and then here in san diego yet still i do not have an actual license. it bothers me when people starts telling me to drive or purchase a car. i know i need it and i am actually working on it. soon enough, you will see me "rollin" with my very own car. proud as i can be. wish me luck on my journey to drive.